Normal...

I think my new job should be to pretend to act like a normal person all day long. I think someone should pay me to just walk around earth pretending like everything is perfectly normal and I have no objection to the life I am subjected to. I like smiling and saying "hello" to other human beings. I like listening to other human beings speak, especially when they have genuine charisma and confidence in their words. Even if the content is bullshit, I fucking love listening to people who are so goddamn complacent. Ignorance is not bliss, it's consciousness obliterated. It is the effect of perception deleted from the mainframe. If consciousness was evolved it really boggles me to the reason why...

I read portions of this book a long time ago and it made sense.

http://books.google.com/books?id=6Q0kSEh_beUC&dq=inauthor:%22Julian+Jaynes%22&hl=en&ei=BSFKTvz7MoPmiALjxrSkBw&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=1&ved=0CDEQ6AEwAA