RAMBLINGS

7/8/11

I just watched X-MEN: First Class. Surprisingly a well put together film. But partial way through it I found a big, "Oh shit, America!" moment. The first mutant to turn against the "good" mutants is a obviously white/ (insert minority-american ethnic group) girl and then immediately following her betrayal the only "black" mutant is killed. Then there is a quick follow up of all the "good" white mutants left standing in awe at the sudden betrayal/destruction of their comrades... It's just that when a stereotypical thing like, "The black guy always dies first in the movie" clique becomes reality I can't quite grasp it. As taught to me by the education system in the United States of America, I know that about 200 years ago native african people were captured by central european people and then shipped to north america to be used as slaves. The thing that gets me time and time again is what the fuck were these people thinking? This was not a time where morals were obsolete or the idea of human compassion was un-heard of. These were people like you and me in a time so close to ours we can still see the affects of their ideals on our society. So what sort of in-humane, irrational, psychotic and color-righteous human beings were these people? The same assholes that we put on our dollar bills and praise among high as the founders of our country. The same fucks who put, "All men are created equal" in a fucking written, historically documented artifact. They took human beings, chained them up on a boat like swine, shipped them like cattle to a "buyers market" and then inbred white europeans forced them to do all the shit-jobs they were too lazy to do themselves just so they could start a "Free New World". Really? And everybody was cool with that shit? The point I think i'm coming to is that morality and ethics is unfortunately taught. All our concepts, even the ones that seem so obvious were taught to us. So maybe, we are making progress. Or maybe they are "making progress" on the surface but people with darker pigment in their skin still die first in the movie. END RANT

7/4/11

Fuck your twisted ass, delusional idea of being a hip-hop artist. Fuck your fly-by-night personal attempt at manifesting "purpose" or "meaning" in an other wise decrepit existence by becoming a musician. Your a fucking ponzi in a scheme that doesn't exist. Music is an art form. Are you an artist? No. Your a fucking cunt. Your a maggot on the dying flesh of art. Your a gullible child who saw a rap video one day and decided, "Hey, I could do that." NO YOU CAN'T. Have you ever spent a month locked in a lab with a pen and a pad spilling your heart and soul onto a page? Have you ever ate a 1/8 of mushrooms, had a conversation with god in the valleys of valhalla and came back JUST to write a beat? NO. YOU HAVEN'T. CAUSE YOUR A FUCKING CUNT. You don't even see the world as an artist because you are not one. You are an imitator. You are an un-original meat-grinder 4th of July parade float. You are a FAN. You are a viewer of things you cannot create yourself AND THAT IS OK. Just sit back, listen, appreciate and live your cunt life existence.